July 15, 2008

"Homelessnes Is On the Horizon and I Guess I Should Go Back Read The Transcripts of the Heroes Interviews to Be Inspired On How They Survived Their Lowest Moments and Thrived"

I am trying to keep a positive mental attitude but it is hard under the difficult circumstances. I am being forced to move out of my parents home so it can be sold. My sisters want to sell it to get the money, but to me it has a huge nostalgic value…all the wonderful memories, the laughter, joy, sorrow and miracles.

I just don't have the desire or energy to be involved in difficult relations with my sisters. Since I spent so much time taking care of my mom and dad in their home, I feel their spirits every moment of the day when I move from room to room.

I remember events going all the way back to my childhood. It is tough to realize that I have to be out of the house with all my possessions before the second week of August.

Here it is, another emergency situation where major decisions have to be made.

It will take some herculean feats of strength and endurance to move all my stuff into storage and find a place to live.

For many years, I lived out of my car, just to have a simple, uncluttered life. After all I have been through over the last 4 years I feel like buying a van and simply disappearing into the wilderness.

With all the difficulties in the world, with the increases in the price of gas, the crashing of the stock market, the banks going down the drain, government institutions failing, the world needs my "In Search Of Heroes Program" now more than ever.

The San Diego Comic Con is next week and I was going in search of costumed heroes who are making the world a better place to do some inspiring interviews. But, I am having a hard time getting motivated with the move looming in the near future.

I guess I should go back and listen to the heroes interviews again and read about the heroes lowest moments in their lives to become inspired. Perhaps I will post some of their darkest moments and how they survived so you can be inspired too.

I just don't know. It is hard to get over this wave of recent depression I have been experiencing as the moment of homelessness fast approaches.

I guess I really need to work on my Positive Attitude in light of the end of an era.

take care,
ralph

Filed under Heroes Program Creator Ralph Zuranski