“Part 14: I Am Going To Commit Suicide in Two Weeks and There Is Nothing You Can Say Or Do To Stop Me From Killing Myself!!!” by Ralph Zuranski
12-26-07 9:06 AM friends response
Dear Ralph,
Thank you But I am no hero. I have seen Heroes in action.I am not among them. I could never except money or anything that cost anyone any piece of what they earned for their selves and families. I am not in need of anything. I have a house bigger than I really need.
I have more food than I can eat. I bought insurance when I had the resources to cover most of my medical bills. I know that if I really needed to I could go to any VA hospital. I tried that once many years ago and decided it is a last resort kind of place. I am still married to the Same women that went with Rick. I tried very hard to do what I thought was right by my children and I tried to do what I thought was right by my wife and forgive.
It was very unfortunate that she was not mature enough to realize what a gift I was trying to give her. She continued to be unfaithful for several years and I would just grit my teeth and hold on for the sake of my children.
I would not want to Slander Rick in case he has truly changed. Who knows! I haven’t seen or heard of him in about 25 years.
I would just be too uncomfortable and feel too exposed. Thank you for your very generous offer but I respectfully decline. I have enjoyed our correspondence very much and I truly would like to keep it that simple for now.
Thank you again.
Vietnam Vet