“Part 20: I Am Going To Commit Suicide in Two Weeks and There Is Nothing You Can Say Or Do To Stop Me From Killing Myself!!!” by Ralph Zuranski
1-3-08 8:29 AM
Dear Vietnam Vet,
You are very welcome.
Thank you for not killing yourself.
Your choice for life is a true answer to my prayers. God is SO GOOD and does answer our prayers if we only pray with a humble, compassionate spirit for those in need of His mercy and grace.
I do understand. I have also been lost and alone in the darkness of deep depression. God saved me from killing myself when I was at the lowest point in my life, addicted to pot and occasionally using other drugs.
My depression was so deep, I also thought that by killing myself I would punish all the enemies in my life that had abused and persecuted me. It was the easy way out.
Dealing with the difficulties and problems in our lives is what makes us grow into better, more compassionate people. Few people realize that everyone deals with problems and difficulties because it is an important part of our transformational process.
Having the courage to not quit, is the one thing that separates the winners from the losers, the living from the dead, the saints from the sinners.
God is blessing you.
The drugs do make you feel worse and INSANE.
You are now on your way to achieving your ultimate success.
It usually happens after the deepest darkness of our lives.
3rd stage adrenal exhaustion is what most Vietnam Vets, like you, are suffering from. It makes you feel insane and suicidal.
You should watch Dr. Borkin’s videos on youtube where he explains the terror and insanity caused by adrenal exhaustion and how to fix it. Here is the link to his educational videos:
http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=1062C282F8A28C84
His hormone testing and custom hormone balancing cream
has done miracles for myself, wife and many of the patients
that I worked with at an alternative medicine clinic in Dallas.
Sabre Sciences, his lab, can do the hormone tests
and hook you up with a doctor at the lab to help you to
a level of health, happiness and productivity you never
imagined was possible. It has for ME.
God Bless YOU,
Ralph
PS Thanks for the book. It is very inspirational.
PPS If you want to continue with our conversation
I would love to continue to support you with prayer
and encouragement.
PPS There are so many depressed people in the
same boat as you. Our conversation over the last
couple of weeks would inspire so many people
to not kill themselves and see help. Would you
mind if I created a fictional name, with no reference
to you, so I could post our emails, without reference to
“person who is not a hero”.
PPPS There are so many that would be helped by
what we have shared.